chad.

hope you're feeling better already, justina. yes, what i messaged you was cliche, but whatever la, just want you to know that we do care about you. well, happy racial harmony day anyway. hahaha.
the trip back to xinmin made me learn alot more. i havent felt so happy in a very long time. just chatting with mrchee, mrpah and mrho about life, past and present. sometimes, you cant help but wish it was just like back then, in the yellowishblue school uniform, and not this dowdy brown one. i wish i wasnt just a visitor, or a guest. i wish i was actually a student there, a part of the xinmin family. haha, silly me.
walked home with bonn, he really liked doing pull-ups alot. ah well, i guess he's a true dragonboater. i just stood there, watching him do his thing. it looked like fun, cos he was smiling after he got back on the ground.
after like ages, i went back to my ahma's hse. really missed her and the place alot. and there was this whole spread of yummy homecooked food, unlike the cold, stale dishes i eat at 'home'. i decided to stay for the night. i wasnt going home. yes, it was much smaller as compared to the place at srg gardens, but at least i feel warmth and loved there. i dont need a big house.
i havent been watching the telly for a long time. but last night, i couldnt stop watching. yes, call me a tv addict. and after a long, long while, i think i fell asleep, and there was a blanket on me when i awoke.
i feel blessed.